To remember the experience

To remember the experience

November 18, 2010, it will have been 2 years since the first liver transplant surgery. It (in my mind) should be a big celebration of life – of his life – of having been given the chance to live life. Clearly, in my head I know that it is what saved his life but it is heavy in my heart that we will have to experience this again. I remember the time before despite being riddled with ammonia in his system the zest of life he has – this indescribable thirst of living. I remember the months we spend praying, hoping, crying, praying some more that he will make it. That he has enough will power to come off the breathing tube – that his…