Sometimes the memories are not old enough

Sometimes the memories are not old enough

I think at some point we are supposed to be at ease and stop with the BIG worries and just continue with the little worries that come with having a kid who has received a few livers in his lifetime. As I was helping Lennon in the shower I couldn’t help but notice his veins that are still so darn noticeable. I was holding my breath for a moment wondering if they remained the same as if they have changed and I was upset with myself for not knowing the answer to the question. It made me look at his belly to see if it is more extended or if it’s normal – well normal for him. I questioned myself if I was missing anything…